our 1 yr celebrations

my hubby n me*~

heehee..yesterday went to celebrate our 1 yr ann at espanlade ya..hmm,alright la,not v romantic de place...hehe..den we ate at a jap restaurant..they serve super big servings n de staffs there super friendly ya..while we were waiting for our orders to come..i lie to zane tat i wAn to go to de toilet n actualy i went over to de shop.."chocz" to buy some chocs for him ya..heehee.think he know oso ya..haha,den we went to de rooftop ya..quite romantic but jus a bit hot ya..a bit stuffy n no wind ya..den we went to cinleisure to watch movie..is "night watch" ya..is a russian spekin movie,quite weird ya..some ppl wentoff awhile after de starting,mayb becos it speak in russian n must see subtitle ya..but i think is alright n de sound effects is super loud ya..wake me up frm my slp ya..haha..i fall aslp inside haha..as usual..den we went to de nearby to eat hubby;s de fav oyster omelette ya..heehee,den we went hm le..
oh dear!!tml is ISP le,i'm gonna miss my best friend again ya..es,jean n wina!! yr must think of me k..den we'll go out again esp on jean's birthday k...gonna think of u lots ya..luv ya n oso i luv my hubby lots ya...muacks~

Happy 1yr ann hubby!!!a poem wrote by me n myself tat i wanna dedicated 2 u ya...
I can't prove to you how much I love you
I'll try to say, but fails.When you tell me how much you care for me?
Words come easy, how can I compare?
i have no clue,Words to describe how much i exactly love you.
All I guess I can do is stay with you,never let you go, and always stay true.
I could hope that you'll know deep in your heart,I need you, and hate it when we are apart.
Words to describe my luv will always be difficult to find.
my love for you can only grow stronger each day ,and my heart for u will always be there....
luv u lots hubby!! happy 1 yr wor!! muacks~

1 yr ann!!!

yippy!! it's my dearie n me de 1 yr ann ya..still remember last yr de 17/09/04,he went to pick me up in a cab to mervyn de birthday celebrations at sam pub..still remember tat i was sittin so far away frm him while we r in de taxi..i was so shy til dunno wat to say ya..den we reach,we alight de cab n he asked if i give him a chance to be my bf(he asked long ago but i keep e ans to myself...)..i didn't say yes or no..and den dearie suddenly grabbed hold of my hand ya..haha..he said action speak louder than word so if i nvr shake off his hands tat means i agree to be his firl ya..still remember tat he was having so much sweat on his hands til must let go awhile for him to wipe de sweat off b4 we can hold on again ya..can see tat he was so nervous at tat time..haha..

times really files ya..tis year was really quite diff for us ya..we've go thru so much:

-quarrells
-fights
-cold war (once..)
-break up(once..onli last for 5 days ya cos both of us miss each other so much)
-watch 39 movies
-ARMY life
-7 n 3 days field camp(when we dun even separated each other more den a day without contacts..)
-e 1st valentine for us
-dearie's POP
-stays over at each other's place
-2 chalets stayover
-cooks wif n for him..
-went new year visitin wif him..
-having a formal dinner wif his parents..
-intro of our friends to each another
-visiting his greatg ma, grandma n grandpa ya
-de 1st bf tat has celebrate my birthday wif me..
-de 1st birthday celebration tat i planned for my
-workin together at shang ri la rasa sentosa
-lookin after each other when any1 is sick
-went for movie marathon++++

PS:hubby,time went pass so quickly ya..so fast we are already been together for a year le,do u know tat i'm so happy for us ya..we still hav so many years ahead ya b4 de activation of our BIG plan at my 25 ya..i'll die die wait 4 u to finish yr 2yrs of army life de..no one can tear us apart k..u r de onli 1 tat i truly luv ya..i'll treasure de days we can spend time wif..cherish u..so glad tat i didn't choose kong wei n chose u ya..n glad tat we patched up when we break in de moment of anger ya..tks for all yr tolerance u gave me,de luv u showered me,e care u showed me ya..u make me realise tat de world was so beautiful ya..u make my world goes round for u ya..hubby~l luv u lots n miss ya lots..happy 1 yr ann again!! muacks~

1st time meeting hubby's great grand ma n grandma...

sun28/08
wha..yesterday went to stay over at hubby's hse,woke up at 8 plus cos i'm goin out wif his mum ya..his mum gonna bring me to de temple to pray to hubby's grandma n grandpa ya..n oso go to old folks home to visit e great grand ma...a bit nervous cos t is is de 1st time meetin em ya..oh..so kan chiong now..ah..1st thing in de morning,we went to de mayflower wet market for breakfast ya,was sharing a plate of yam cake n che chong fan wif aunt(zane's mum) cos both of us wanna eat a bit onli n was nt tat hungry at tat time ya..dunno why so many ppl was lookin at us n ppl would though i'm crazy ya..thinkin why did tat gal wear til so nice to de wet market ya..haha..den when we finishin de breakfast,we went to de market for buy some fruits n some zhai beehooon for prayin..greatg ma like longans(hubby told me b4..),so i told aunt n she bought super lots de longan ya..haha..i was thinkin how come de fruit seller uncle so dishonest de,where got ppl sell longan wif so much of its stem ya..think de wt of de stem is heavier den de longans..den we oso bought oranges,apples,long zhu gou+++
den we went for de car again n headed toward de temple at kembangan ya..met hubby's de aunt n a uncle(know his name but dun wan to name him ..cos ....later will tell u why ya)..den we ressume de prayin,laying out de fruits,zhai beehoon+++..den we went up to de stairs to de ash holder ya..den we stopped in front of de grandma ya..aunt has told me so much stories abt grand ma de..can see tat aunt is loved her lots ya..beside de grandma ash was hubby's de grandpa's de ya..look so much alike like hubby's father..haha...den tat uncle ORDERED a cousin of hubby's to make some coffee when there is not hot water around ya..lamer..how can he ordered ppl like tat ya..den i oso found de empty ash holde tat they hav booked for greatg ma..i was thinkin how come they wanna book so early?hoping for greatg ma to die so early? weird ya..but thinkin for sometime,think mayb they wanna greatg ma to hav de grandma n pa to accompany her ya so tat she won't feel tat lonely ya..after tat we went to pack up de food n headed to de old folks hm..on de way ,we went to bakery to buy cakes n kuehs for greatg ma n de old folks there..can see tat aunt is a good son-in-law ya cos she was so kind-hearted to de elderly by buyin greatg ma de fav food n spendin so much $$ to buy food for de old folks ya..began to like her more n more ya..once we reached old folk hm,wat welcome us were de stupid uncle..he was sitting among de old folks waving to us..oh god!den de big brother of hubby's dad came forward n say hello ya..so friendly ya..den we went forward to meet greatg ma ya..she was such a pleasant lookin lady..lookin so well taken care of..so cute ya..she asked hubby's mum who am i..so aunt say is ju siong's gf..den guess wat greatg ma say? she say very pretty ya..den she asked aunt when am i marrying over to their family ya..upon hearing i was like v happy yet a bit diao..haha..den u know wat..de stupid uncle ordered me to make coffee for HIM!!! arghh!! no 1 ordered me b4 n he ordered me to make coffee!! argh!! den aunt heard it sayin nvr mind,bring it to de kitchen n e maid will do it..how dare him to ordered me..so fed up ya..dun care him..den i went over to talk to greatg ma,she asked for milo n bread so i fed her ya..i luv her ya..so cute..biting de bread wif her fake teeth ya..heehee..den i holded her hand n talked to her..so lovable,she was on de wheelchair cos she was too old to walk abt ya n she was already 98 yr old le...amazing ya,so old le..den nurses pushes her under de mango tree to sit..cos it was so brezzey there..i oso took photos wif her but she say she was nt pretty for it..without her knowledge,i faster took it ya..hehee..den i went around de old folks to looker ya..it was owned by hubby's uncle ya..it was so cosy inside with a 5 amall dept,1 dept for de male n other for de female..some were on ng tube n some were frm IMH..so poor thing ya..den i oso saw wher greatma slp...she stayed near de nurses station ya..can see de photos of de late grandpa n greatgrand pa beside her bed side ya..when it was time to leave,greatgma was already restin in her bed ya..lookin at her waving to us bidding goodbye really make my heart ache ya..dunno why i got tat feeling in my heart ya..missed her so much ya...i will come back de..
den we headed hm n woke up hubby cos later uncle(hubby's dad) will be hosting a mini de national day celebration at de void deck at he has bought for tickets for me,hubby,aunt n de maid ya..so no choice,we went down n saw how funny uncle looks..he was wearin a bright red jacket ya..haha..we were all laughin our heads off ya..haha...den we were having de buffet lunch n den we went hm again to pack hubby's de bag for bookin later..as usual i send him to de pasir ris bus interchange ya..i missed him so much ya...luckily in a wk's time he gonna passed out de BMT sch ya..heehee...luv him so much~

happy for us cos is 11th mth ann le~

HAPPY 11TH MTH ANN!!!
wha..long time nvr blog le..wha!! today is our 11th mth ya..isn't it amazing ya..we hav been together for 340 days le..honestly speakin,u r e best thing tat ever happened to me ya..i dunno wat will i be if i didn't met u at all ya..baby,wanna tks u for all de love care, concern, patience ,tolerances n more ya...oso i wanna say sorry for all de wrongs tat i've done..sorry hubby..i loved u too much to lose ya..let's wait for next mth ya..n we gonna be together for a year le..yippy!! i 've been lookin forward to it since de day i'm wif u ya..wanna be wif u forever ya..hope so ya..miss u so much ya...lovin u always k..muacks~

11th mth ann~

wha..dunno why i've been having mood swing whenever i'm wif dearie last weekend ya..dearie,i'm sorry for throwin my temper ya..i didn't mean it but somehow or rather..i can't control it..dunno why..can some1 tell me why??sorry darling for enduring it ya..
hmm..tml gonna be the 11th mth ann of our relationships ya..yippy~in 1mth time..we gonna be 1 YEAR ANN le..wha..thats is so amazing ya..i've nvr had a bf for so long n hubby gonna be e onli one ya..heehee...so glad tat he has always been so supportive in watever i do ya..luv u lots darling!!loving u always dear...miss u lots~muacks~

7 day de field camp..

oh..oh..oh..i miss my hubby so so much..he has gone for his 7 day field camp leaving me alone in s'pore since last sat..sob sob..nothing can describe de loneliness in my heart ya..hav nvr try not to contact him for 1 day even..let alone 7 day ya..sux ya army...hop i can hear frm him soon ya..i miss him lots~luv u dearie~ waitin for u ya..muacks~

my 18th birthday~

happy birthday to me,happy birthday to me!!!!
heehee..finally 18 yr old le..yippy..waited for my 18th birthday for so long le, finally can go in to disco n no need ppl to smuggle me in again le,can watch m18 de show,can learn driving..lots of things i can do le..but it's a pity tat hubby can't celebrate my birthday wif me on de e actual itself but nvr mind ya..next yr lor,oso hubby has earlier celebrated wif me le on sat..furthermore i have already been booked by sin,jean,wina n lynn ..my hao jie mei ya..early de morning,went to sch n prayed tat ppl won't sing happy birthday song in de public esp de lecture hall cos so malu ya..luckily my class sang me de birthday song in de tutorials ya..they gave me a makeup set..so thoughtful ya..heehee,i've saved $$ on buying em ya..jus nice my old set is finishin up le..tks pals..i luv it..den we were haiving de usual classes n i enjoyed playin de NE quiz ya..tat teacher even wish me happy birthday~tat was so sweet of her ya..den after tat von n jean say tat she wanna go first to get her book frm her locker so me ,sin n wina walked slowly down when suddenly von came to us askin for pads on de behalf on jean..so i say i dun hav n wina say she got..so wina went into de toilet to pass it to jean..while von n me was buyin drinks ya..it was den they all came up to me wif my present..ask thought came to my mind..how come my present was frm de toliet?? thought they say no time to buy?? blur ya..was in a state of shock ya..but tks em for puttin de effort in..luv yr ya..my hao jie mei..so we went to orchard taka n walk walk around while waitin for lynn ya..she told es tat she gonna be late becos she was buyin her own stuffs ya..so when we finally met up wif her..so shock ya..she was so lady like ya..1st time see her so elegant ya..heehee..den de 6 of us when to take neoprints n de machine was like so cute ya..playin de songs whike taking..haha..had a hard time posing cos de 6 of us was like squeezing in a limited space n me was sweating like hell wor..n ppl who stand in front was having aching legs n was so wobbly ya..poor sin have to stand in front for such a long period of time due to her...height!! ooops~ after tat we went to de pasta cafe ya..we were given to de corner seats n it looked so cosy ya..we were placing our order n everyone was happily chatting abt de olden days while lynn was busy tryin out her new cam..haha...she even took photos of all our food ya..diaoz~everyone was eatin so well..but poor wina was eatin so little cos she was on diet n von was not feelin well ya..after de main course,i was already waitin anxiously to place my cookie n cream order but dunno why sin keep on askin me to wait n wait b4 placing my order...smell a rat..den suddenly..de waitress bought out a strawberry shortcake..wha!! they've actually wanna suprise me wif de cake..no wonder they wanna me to wait n wait ...so touchin ya..de cake was nice ya..but sin n i think tat de strawberry was a little too sour..haah...after tat wina wanna went hm early..so sad...after biding goodbye wif her..de rest of us went to party worls to sing..sing?? oh on..i 've nvr sing in fornt of em b4..so paiseh ya..den i manage to sing a few cos not feeling tat well due to de overdose of chillis frm de dinner..ah!! got such a weird feeling in my stomach n was churning so hard ya...so no choice me hav to leave early ya..sorry gals, but i did enjoyed myself wif yr today..wat a memorable 18th birthday i had ya..i'm not gonna forget abt it k..oh ya,tks ya mag for de nurse cup,so cute ya..plus all de hand drawn pic..so kawaii...

to lynn-tks n all de best to yr new job k...my aiai..
to sin-heehee..wat a suprise ya,u lie to me..n i still so blur n didn't notice it at all ya..but i apprecait it k..tks..
to jean-yo..prettier le ya..tks for de effort u all put in for me ya..tks so much!!
to wina-wha,so elegant..fancy seeing u wearin a skirt..nice ya..all e best to yr new relationship..tks ya..
to von-tks for de fun u gave me..tks..wish u n jus will be happily ever after k..treasure him..treat him gd..

my early birthday celebrations wif hubby

wha..waited for tis sat for so long already le..heehee..went for a hse warming party wif my mum n was suprised when eileen pass me a bouquet a pink roses for my birthday ya..haha..so happy to receive my first present for tis yr ya..tks lots ya..i luv it..after de party went to hubby's hse to meet him n as usual he seems so tired so he slept til 5 plus den we went out..i was suprised when hubby's mum pass me a birthday present,a necklace ya..so touched ya..hubby told me tat de necklace was ex..dunno la...actually i thought he really didn't plan anything for me ya cos he look so tired ya..but til..i saw him talkin to his friend over de phone ya..haha..den he brought me to harbourfront ctr n i thought he was bringin me to shangri-la for dinner until we went to in a cab n it take us to a ulu place...so i thought he gonna bring me to a hawker ctr ya...haha..to my suprised,e place he took me to was a bali theme restaurant ya..we gotta crossed over a super long de bridage to reach there ya..while crossing, u can hear de soft music playin ya..de restaurant was really well hidden over de bushes n was e atmosphere was really romantic ya..den hubby wanted me to choose if i wanted a indoor or outdoor seats..so i chose e indoors one cos it looks more cosy wif de sofas inside..we were den led to den sofas when i saw a huge bouquet of blue roses ya..heehee..n de highlight was de red box hidden inside de roses itself..hubby immediately took out n open it..it was a diamong ring which i wanted for so long ya..sin,he really bought it for me ya..heehee.. so touched..den we ate de cusine n drank some red wine..although i dun really like to drink tat much,i managed to finish 1 glass of hse pour red wine..celebreate my birthday wat so must be sporting lor..e dinner was of de bali style de chicken..not bad..poor hubby has to bear wif de spicy samosa..after hubby has paid de bill,when we are ready to go..melody(hubby's friend) brought in a cake n we began to sing happy birthday song ya..hmm..really so shy when ppl sing hapy birthday song for me in de public ya..haha..we took lots of pics n cut de cake n eat le..heehee..so full ya..den we went off to hmv to buy so cds ya..i bought a walk to remember cos there was not a movie tat we interested in watching so we intend to buy dvds hm to watch it instead..n i choose a romantic one cos i hope de whole nite can be so memorable ya...as usual we went to took neoprints to remember tis day n i was so pai seh when so many ppl see me holding de big bouquet of flowers ya..but of cos i'm happy ya..tat was wat hubby gave me ya..heehee..den we went to meet up wif hubby's friend at central momo disco to chat a while den we went hm...we intend to watch tat a walk to remember together but in de end i fall asleep so quickly ya..mayb due to de red wine ya..haha..
note to hubby:tks for all de effort u put in for me for my 18th birthday..i appreciate it..happy tat u planned such a wonderful day for me even though u r so tired in camp ya..oso i wanna say happy 10th mth ann,hubby..2 more wks den i can see u again ya...gonna miss u so much ya..hubby,i luv u lots...muacks~waitin for u outside k..take care lots ya..mimi..

birthday coming le...

hooray!! i've done finished all de researchs tat i need to do n i can focus my weekends wif hubby le..so happy ya...wha..a bit nervous of wat hubby gonna tak me to?? heehee..hope it was wat i expected..romantic n suprising ya..really appreciate his effort of planning my birthday de celebrations ya..esp when he is in de camp serving our s'pore..luv him so much..heehee,wha tml is our 10th mth ann le..so fast wor!!time really flies ya..tml me gonna enjoyed myself wor..haha...sin, let's hope on mon u can see smthg shiny on my fingers k..haha...pray hard hard wor...no need real de oso can...hubby no matter wat u plann or give me..i will luv it lots de..miss u so much!! HAPPY 10TH MTH ANN!!! we'll stay strong n last de...i won't fall for anyone except U!!!!muacks~

heart-breaking news..

..my hubby has went to army 1 mth plus le..n i receive a super shocking de news frm him tat make me so sad..n pain ya..he told me yesterday tat he might he be able to call me when he's away to de field camp cos they r nt allowed to bring during de camp..n wat amaze me was de duration of de camp?? it was 7 days n 3 days camp separately..so long ya..it is really a big test to our relationship ya..i've nvr tried not talking to him even for a day..not alone 7 days..oh..upon heraing it, my heart so much ya..really..it's like a throbbing pain..so painful..of cos wat follows up was de tears ya...crying again ya..i've become so emotional since 9 mths ago...sice hubby n i were together..me gonna miss him so badly when de time comes ya..hmm...now wat i really hope was tat hubby can accompany me on de actual day of my birthday..althought i know tat it was impossible ya..i still hold hope for it..i luv u hubby..miss u so much..muacks~

3rd book out~~

yesterday was hubby's de 3rd book out day!went to pick him up without fail..heehee...wat a nice feelin i can say when u see some1 tat u miss so much to stand beside u ya..heehee..den we to meet his mum n she sent us hm..den went out again wif his mum n maid while hubby is sleeping ya..his mum wanna bring me to their condo to take a look cos de rentals has moved out ya..quite an old one condo..but it looks like a bungalow den a condo cos is has 2 floor n 3 rms ya..but i simply luv de garden where de flowers were all blooming ya..den in de afternoon went to sun plaza to watch fantastic 4..quite nice ya..as long i'm watchin wif hubby,i like it ya..heehee...den after de movie went to hubby de club to celebrate his dad de birthday..so nervous thru out de dinner cos tis is de first time tat all of us sat down together to hav a meal ya..plus his dad n his bro..a bit..shy..haha...den gave his dad de present tat we bought..it was quili de dvd,cos uncle loves anything abt dog ya..heehee....den we went to meet up wif hubby de army friends for a game of snooker ya..was really bored ya..hai..den upon seeing de boredom tat rise within me..hubby took me for a movie-world of de war at 1210pm..so sleepy wor me thru out de movie..watch a bit n slp a bit..hahaa....sorry ya...but overall everything as fine ya..haah..n now was wif hubby at his hse,ltr gonna sent him to book in again le..hate it de most..lookin forward to every sat n dread upon de arrival of sundays..i luv u baby..miss u lots..so wat suprise tat u gonna give me ya on my birthday..hahaa...muacks~

2nd book out...

oh..i'm so tired ya..but was still in a gd mood ya..cos hubby came over to my hse to stay over ya..so happy tat dad n mum seems to likes dearie so much ya..heehee..mum bought his fav food-butterfly..heehee..tks mum...luv u loads..sis oso was having so much fun wif him ya..playin UNO n more..feels a little bad to let ting slp on de floor ya..hahah...tonight gonna sent him off camp again..hate it de most..dun wan to part frm him ya n dun wan to start attachment again wor...haiz~luv my hubby n family so much~~~

1st book in..

sun 26/6/05~~
wor..hubby 1st book in ya..have been accompany him de whole day,help him pack all his stuffs lor..heehee.hav a fun time with him ya..den at around 7 plus..sent him to pasir ris ..off to camp..saw all his friends..tell yr a secret..hubby is so far de most handsome de recruit over there ya..really ya..so pround to labelled him as MINE!! heehee..misses him so much ya..can't even bear to leave him..almost cry again while i bid him gdbye..n i'm so fed up wif a stupid rule abt de recruit's de uniform..they say tat recruits can't hold gf hand while they are in their full uniform..Bullshit!! hate tat rule so much!!! arghh!!!cause me not to hold my hubby's hand at de last min...when i can't get to meet him in 6 days time..wat a stupid rule!!miss u hubby!!!

mon27/6/05~~
heehee..today at 2 plus ..met up wif my jie mei..sin n lynn to go for shoppin ya..so happy to see em..so long nvr meet up wif em le..all hav changed..changed for de best i can say..all became more lady-like le ya..n we hav a common goal n tat is LOSE WEIGHT!! hahah....we went to far east, heeren n cinleisure to shop ya..ate at ramen ten n saw lynn's work place..so scary de auntie in de shop..look like a step mother like tat..haha....bought a pair of heels..so lady de shoes..heehee..den we oso went to eat my n lynn's all time fav-CAESARS SALAD...haahaa..so nice wor..yum yum...luv yr lots..we gonna stay close k..no matter wat..miss yr lots~

i luv u lots..

to sin~
tks ya es,yr previous blog really touch my heart ya..so sweet of u ya..me ya n dearie now alright la..jus tat will argue a bit sometime ya..but now is peaceful le..i'll take care of myself de..no injuries ok!!!heehee..i v careless de ya..hahah...den tks for yr concern ya..but still can't find de attachment de timing leh!!! so pek chek...
to hubby~
wha,we argue til so sad ya..really can't take it til cry out loud ya..hai,dunno why i've become so emotional since 9th mth ago ya..cry so easily..baby i luv u..luckily everything is alright le..haha..always been missing u ya..i luv u lots!!

tml is 9th mth ann le...

heehee..so happy ya cos patient wrote a feedback form abt me de,n gave me a tks u card when she discharge ya..me gonna keep de card de..den today i oso got 2 nominations for de best students nurse in de ward ya..really so happy..but i think i haven done enough...v shocekef ya cos when my friends told me tat we gonna hav 2 more weeks of ISP becos of de new Yr 1 batch ya...lecturer say de..so bluff ya..haiz~2 more wks den!!!wha~tml gonna be me n hubby de 9mth ann le..so happy ya..been together for so long,i'm truly whenever i'm wif him..make me so fortunate ya..really ya..he has been treating me well..miss him so much ya..long time nvr see him le,gonna meet up on fri when he book out ya..i miss my hubby lots!!!oh my god..i luv u baby..happy 9th mth ann!! i luv u hubby!!!always n 4ever k....

missing him..my luv..

Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, sweet feeling.Rushing to the phone once it rings at nite.. hoping that it's him.. Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u were out together. Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future. Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.It exposes u to loneliness.It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness. Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him..U feel as if u are being left alone. hai~i so lame ya..writin all tis..all becos i'm missin my hubby~4 days to see him ya..really luv him so much..missing someone really can be tiring ya...i miss u!!!

full of loneliness..

5 days more n jus 5 days more n i gonna see my hubby le..wha..time files ya..he has gone in for 9 days le n i truly miss him so much..now n den,my life really full of loneliness ya,everyday de job was to work n wait for hubby's call every nite..de 1st few nites,really cannot control my tears til cry so much while talkin to him ya..sometimes can onli talk for a few mins n tat was so little ya..ARMY LIFE was really a test for de two of us cos we nvr part tat long ya..we used to seeing each other daily n now..already so many days le without seeing..really a bit long ya..misses him so much..me aka like a widow like tat..misses n thinkin of him whole day thru..sometimes tears so drop whenever i thought of de happy moments we share..really long for his presence...i luv u baby~miss u...

first time to china black~

8/6/05 wed...
wha..today work morning shift n meet up wif my dearie..heehee..we intend to go catch a movie cos he gonna go in to army de next next day le..hai~really so qiao to his god sis at cinlesisure after we went to change a blouse de size( hubby's fault cos he bought a wrong size de blouse for me while i'm workin..acutally it was a suprise present for me but i ended tickin him off by not knowin my size well...hahaha...i prefer loose clothes...) den we went to meet his friends n walked around HMV for cindy's present ya..ate dinner at de restaurant spaghetti..ate de yummy ravolii,fried dough wif melted cheese..it was so Q ya..so nice wor..den went to to meet karen n yi wei( oso dearie's friend)they wanted to take me to chinablack(disco)..but i wore slippers so they "smuggle" me in as karen know de bouncer well ya..haha..not bad ya..quite fun ya..dance non-stop n karen kept feed in wif wif fruit punch vodka wor..luckily i didn't get drunk so easily ya..went hm together at 2am plus cos hubby is stayin over at my hse..so suprise to see mei ting awake ya..she seems to be waitin for us..den de 3 of us stay up til 3 plus den take a nap n was woke up by mum cos we gotta sent her down to take cab to de airport n she was goin to hong kong ya..mum oso handed a hong bao to hubby to wished him luck in army ya..so sweet of her..i luv her lots!!!den after tat we all went back to de rm to slp le.....

9/6/05 thurs~
woke up at 10 am ya,so sleepy lor n my limbs are achin ya frm last nite de dancing..have to wake up to make breakfast for my hubby n sis..n gotta get ready to work soon..how i wish i hav off tat day wor...cooked egg,hotdog n toast for em..bath le den went to work le..left sis to my hubby to take care of her since nobody is around..according to my sis, hubby went back to slp n took her to lunch at 2 plus...den after my work at 9 plus i went hm n get ready all my stuffs to hubbt hse cos it was my turn to stay over at his hse ya..b4 leaving i got a call..cry ya..cos of de news..hai~ i really can't take it ya cos i got so much blows in jus 3 days..1st was hubby goin in to army,2nd was mum goin to hk n now 3rd blow was....hai~i told u le, it was yr decision n i respect it..but i gonna miss de olden day where we go eat n play pool ya..still remember de 1st day if sch..how we talk n knew each other n wat we say abt our new grp..it was so memorable ya....of cos i really hope u r jus joking but it yr decision ya..i hope we still can meet up often( i really mean often...) for pool,shoppin+++....jie mei forever ya..luv u lots ya...after de call, i took a cab to his hse n gave him all de food tat i've prepared..i made cookies for him to bring in n lotsa food like biscuits n chocos..worried tat he might be hungry inside...his mum n i repacked his bag for him n i handed de diary tat i have kept frm de very 1st day he told him tat he was goin in..i wrote all de memorable stuffs we've go thru n we went cryin in each other's arm again..i really miss him so much ya..can't bear to leave him tml..n shortly after tat we went to slp le....

10/6/05 hubby de enlistment day~fri
wha..we woke up at 6 plus cos he need to reach pulau tekong by 8.30am..he ya as usually can't wake up..haha..drag til 8 plus de leave de hse..his dad drove me,hubby n his mum to de jetty..luckily we made it in time for de boat ya... de boat trip was abt 10mins ya..den once we reach de island we were separated wif hubby..so me n his mum so brought around de campus to look around..it was de 1st time tat his mum n i talk so long ya..over 1 hr plus ya..she told me abt hubby,his another son,wayne++++lots of things la...me oso talk abt my family too..den we were bought to de auditorium to witmess de oath takin by hubby n e whole lot of army boys..by de time it ended, is already 12 le n my shift start at one..so i went to kissed n hug my hubby to bid him gd bye..den i went off to rushed to take de 12pm boat to de mian land..luckily me took a cab at de jetty there n reached de hospital by 1pm..changed already n went to work..i was thinkin of hubby de whole day at work..after work at 9 plus, i receive hubby de call..i cried again cos i was so happy to hear n his voice ya..i really miss him..once i reached hm, i call hubby to ask his well being n he need to rush off to slp le cos de rule in de camp was to light off at 1030 pm..i kiss him gd nite while i was still cryin ya..oh my god..nowadays i've become a crybaby le..among all de relatioships i have b4..hubby, was de onli guy de i luv so much,misses him every mins n sec of my life , really can't wait to see him on 24 june to celebrat our 9mth ann...i luv u hubby!!!

at snow city n ice skating ya..

31/5, tues
heehee..me wake up early in e moring cooking seafood spag for my hubby n sis cos we gonna hav a outing today wor at snow city n ice-skating ya..heehee..long time nvr ice-skate le ya..hubby came my hse at noon time n after we ate de spag..we set off immediately ya..we went to de snow city first ya..it was so cold inside n we were told to wear de shoes n cold wear provided by em n it was so smeely ya cos they recycle n recycle n nvr wash de..so funny lor when hubby n sis keep complaining abt de smell..haha..we went in n we felt so comfortable at first til we stay long..we was like freezing le..sis n i were throwing de snow at hubby n we were having a snow war..so funny to throw ppl wif snow ..we oso hav a try on de slope.it was using some tyre for us to sit n slide down de slope..hubby was so heavy til he pull us til we silde backwards down lor!! haha...as we slide down..snow was splashin onto our faces n it was so cooling n thrilling ya..heehee..so fun ya..took lots of pic..when developed le will pass it to yr see de ya..heehee..den we went to mac for some ice-cream b4 goin to ice skating ya..wha!!me is like so long nvr skate le n hubby fall down jus de min he step in ya..sis n i was laughin non-stop wro..heehee..so clumsy de..me enjoy skating wif em ya..i enjoyed de feelin of him holding me n we all skate together ya..heehe..SO ROMANTIC!! i luv it man..heehee..den we were watchin so s'pore representives skating ya..so envy wor..they were like flyin on de ice wor..wha~ den we went to hav dinner at kfc ya..hav so much fun today n ting, sorry ya..nvr take good care of u n cos u to fall without us knowing..sorry ya..luv u so much!!!

1/6, wed
today me gonna make cookie so tat my hubby can bring in de camp ya..bain eat bian xiang wo..heehee..so mushy wor..haha..went to NTUC in de morning ya..bought so much stuffs back..hubby came at 1 plus n he bought us de yummy chix rice all de way frm khatib ya..heehee..so loving ya..muacks~~den he oso brought along his dvd set for my precious sis to watch ya..he was like dote on her so much ya..(aiyo..hubby cannot dote too much or else u gonna spoil her ya....) den me started de baking but dunno why..come out de cookie all flat de but luckily my hubby dun mind n he say something tat touched my heart ya..he said, "nvr mind dear... as long u bake de, i'll finish it de..it;s yummy!!'' me heard le felt like cryin sia...arghh!!! den hunny was so tired n fall asleep in my hse..n slept for 2 hrs plus til me wake him up for dinner tat i rpepared..it was burger n fried dory fillets ya..heehee..(luckily dad bought back some dory fish fillets for hubby or else he will be bored eating de burger onli ya...) after tat we watch tv n play IQ qns wif hubby n sis ya..hubby was so dumb in guessing ya..so funny..den we played diney wif de poker card ya..heehee..we were laughin was loud til can hear frm next door ya..heehee..n hubby went back at 11 plus....i luv him so much...dun wan him to go army ya!!!a rghh!!!! i am treasuring all de time i hav now wif him ya..wanna spend all de time i hav left wif him...haiz~