1st book in..

sun 26/6/05~~
wor..hubby 1st book in ya..have been accompany him de whole day,help him pack all his stuffs lor..heehee.hav a fun time with him ya..den at around 7 plus..sent him to pasir ris ..off to camp..saw all his friends..tell yr a secret..hubby is so far de most handsome de recruit over there ya..really ya..so pround to labelled him as MINE!! heehee..misses him so much ya..can't even bear to leave him..almost cry again while i bid him gdbye..n i'm so fed up wif a stupid rule abt de recruit's de uniform..they say tat recruits can't hold gf hand while they are in their full uniform..Bullshit!! hate tat rule so much!!! arghh!!!cause me not to hold my hubby's hand at de last min...when i can't get to meet him in 6 days time..wat a stupid rule!!miss u hubby!!!

mon27/6/05~~
heehee..today at 2 plus ..met up wif my jie mei..sin n lynn to go for shoppin ya..so happy to see em..so long nvr meet up wif em le..all hav changed..changed for de best i can say..all became more lady-like le ya..n we hav a common goal n tat is LOSE WEIGHT!! hahah....we went to far east, heeren n cinleisure to shop ya..ate at ramen ten n saw lynn's work place..so scary de auntie in de shop..look like a step mother like tat..haha....bought a pair of heels..so lady de shoes..heehee..den we oso went to eat my n lynn's all time fav-CAESARS SALAD...haahaa..so nice wor..yum yum...luv yr lots..we gonna stay close k..no matter wat..miss yr lots~

i luv u lots..

to sin~
tks ya es,yr previous blog really touch my heart ya..so sweet of u ya..me ya n dearie now alright la..jus tat will argue a bit sometime ya..but now is peaceful le..i'll take care of myself de..no injuries ok!!!heehee..i v careless de ya..hahah...den tks for yr concern ya..but still can't find de attachment de timing leh!!! so pek chek...
to hubby~
wha,we argue til so sad ya..really can't take it til cry out loud ya..hai,dunno why i've become so emotional since 9th mth ago ya..cry so easily..baby i luv u..luckily everything is alright le..haha..always been missing u ya..i luv u lots!!

tml is 9th mth ann le...

heehee..so happy ya cos patient wrote a feedback form abt me de,n gave me a tks u card when she discharge ya..me gonna keep de card de..den today i oso got 2 nominations for de best students nurse in de ward ya..really so happy..but i think i haven done enough...v shocekef ya cos when my friends told me tat we gonna hav 2 more weeks of ISP becos of de new Yr 1 batch ya...lecturer say de..so bluff ya..haiz~2 more wks den!!!wha~tml gonna be me n hubby de 9mth ann le..so happy ya..been together for so long,i'm truly whenever i'm wif him..make me so fortunate ya..really ya..he has been treating me well..miss him so much ya..long time nvr see him le,gonna meet up on fri when he book out ya..i miss my hubby lots!!!oh my god..i luv u baby..happy 9th mth ann!! i luv u hubby!!!always n 4ever k....

missing him..my luv..

Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, sweet feeling.Rushing to the phone once it rings at nite.. hoping that it's him.. Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u were out together. Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future. Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.It exposes u to loneliness.It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness. Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him..U feel as if u are being left alone. hai~i so lame ya..writin all tis..all becos i'm missin my hubby~4 days to see him ya..really luv him so much..missing someone really can be tiring ya...i miss u!!!

full of loneliness..

5 days more n jus 5 days more n i gonna see my hubby le..wha..time files ya..he has gone in for 9 days le n i truly miss him so much..now n den,my life really full of loneliness ya,everyday de job was to work n wait for hubby's call every nite..de 1st few nites,really cannot control my tears til cry so much while talkin to him ya..sometimes can onli talk for a few mins n tat was so little ya..ARMY LIFE was really a test for de two of us cos we nvr part tat long ya..we used to seeing each other daily n now..already so many days le without seeing..really a bit long ya..misses him so much..me aka like a widow like tat..misses n thinkin of him whole day thru..sometimes tears so drop whenever i thought of de happy moments we share..really long for his presence...i luv u baby~miss u...

first time to china black~

8/6/05 wed...
wha..today work morning shift n meet up wif my dearie..heehee..we intend to go catch a movie cos he gonna go in to army de next next day le..hai~really so qiao to his god sis at cinlesisure after we went to change a blouse de size( hubby's fault cos he bought a wrong size de blouse for me while i'm workin..acutally it was a suprise present for me but i ended tickin him off by not knowin my size well...hahaha...i prefer loose clothes...) den we went to meet his friends n walked around HMV for cindy's present ya..ate dinner at de restaurant spaghetti..ate de yummy ravolii,fried dough wif melted cheese..it was so Q ya..so nice wor..den went to to meet karen n yi wei( oso dearie's friend)they wanted to take me to chinablack(disco)..but i wore slippers so they "smuggle" me in as karen know de bouncer well ya..haha..not bad ya..quite fun ya..dance non-stop n karen kept feed in wif wif fruit punch vodka wor..luckily i didn't get drunk so easily ya..went hm together at 2am plus cos hubby is stayin over at my hse..so suprise to see mei ting awake ya..she seems to be waitin for us..den de 3 of us stay up til 3 plus den take a nap n was woke up by mum cos we gotta sent her down to take cab to de airport n she was goin to hong kong ya..mum oso handed a hong bao to hubby to wished him luck in army ya..so sweet of her..i luv her lots!!!den after tat we all went back to de rm to slp le.....

9/6/05 thurs~
woke up at 10 am ya,so sleepy lor n my limbs are achin ya frm last nite de dancing..have to wake up to make breakfast for my hubby n sis..n gotta get ready to work soon..how i wish i hav off tat day wor...cooked egg,hotdog n toast for em..bath le den went to work le..left sis to my hubby to take care of her since nobody is around..according to my sis, hubby went back to slp n took her to lunch at 2 plus...den after my work at 9 plus i went hm n get ready all my stuffs to hubbt hse cos it was my turn to stay over at his hse ya..b4 leaving i got a call..cry ya..cos of de news..hai~ i really can't take it ya cos i got so much blows in jus 3 days..1st was hubby goin in to army,2nd was mum goin to hk n now 3rd blow was....hai~i told u le, it was yr decision n i respect it..but i gonna miss de olden day where we go eat n play pool ya..still remember de 1st day if sch..how we talk n knew each other n wat we say abt our new grp..it was so memorable ya....of cos i really hope u r jus joking but it yr decision ya..i hope we still can meet up often( i really mean often...) for pool,shoppin+++....jie mei forever ya..luv u lots ya...after de call, i took a cab to his hse n gave him all de food tat i've prepared..i made cookies for him to bring in n lotsa food like biscuits n chocos..worried tat he might be hungry inside...his mum n i repacked his bag for him n i handed de diary tat i have kept frm de very 1st day he told him tat he was goin in..i wrote all de memorable stuffs we've go thru n we went cryin in each other's arm again..i really miss him so much ya..can't bear to leave him tml..n shortly after tat we went to slp le....

10/6/05 hubby de enlistment day~fri
wha..we woke up at 6 plus cos he need to reach pulau tekong by 8.30am..he ya as usually can't wake up..haha..drag til 8 plus de leave de hse..his dad drove me,hubby n his mum to de jetty..luckily we made it in time for de boat ya... de boat trip was abt 10mins ya..den once we reach de island we were separated wif hubby..so me n his mum so brought around de campus to look around..it was de 1st time tat his mum n i talk so long ya..over 1 hr plus ya..she told me abt hubby,his another son,wayne++++lots of things la...me oso talk abt my family too..den we were bought to de auditorium to witmess de oath takin by hubby n e whole lot of army boys..by de time it ended, is already 12 le n my shift start at one..so i went to kissed n hug my hubby to bid him gd bye..den i went off to rushed to take de 12pm boat to de mian land..luckily me took a cab at de jetty there n reached de hospital by 1pm..changed already n went to work..i was thinkin of hubby de whole day at work..after work at 9 plus, i receive hubby de call..i cried again cos i was so happy to hear n his voice ya..i really miss him..once i reached hm, i call hubby to ask his well being n he need to rush off to slp le cos de rule in de camp was to light off at 1030 pm..i kiss him gd nite while i was still cryin ya..oh my god..nowadays i've become a crybaby le..among all de relatioships i have b4..hubby, was de onli guy de i luv so much,misses him every mins n sec of my life , really can't wait to see him on 24 june to celebrat our 9mth ann...i luv u hubby!!!

at snow city n ice skating ya..

31/5, tues
heehee..me wake up early in e moring cooking seafood spag for my hubby n sis cos we gonna hav a outing today wor at snow city n ice-skating ya..heehee..long time nvr ice-skate le ya..hubby came my hse at noon time n after we ate de spag..we set off immediately ya..we went to de snow city first ya..it was so cold inside n we were told to wear de shoes n cold wear provided by em n it was so smeely ya cos they recycle n recycle n nvr wash de..so funny lor when hubby n sis keep complaining abt de smell..haha..we went in n we felt so comfortable at first til we stay long..we was like freezing le..sis n i were throwing de snow at hubby n we were having a snow war..so funny to throw ppl wif snow ..we oso hav a try on de slope.it was using some tyre for us to sit n slide down de slope..hubby was so heavy til he pull us til we silde backwards down lor!! haha...as we slide down..snow was splashin onto our faces n it was so cooling n thrilling ya..heehee..so fun ya..took lots of pic..when developed le will pass it to yr see de ya..heehee..den we went to mac for some ice-cream b4 goin to ice skating ya..wha!!me is like so long nvr skate le n hubby fall down jus de min he step in ya..sis n i was laughin non-stop wro..heehee..so clumsy de..me enjoy skating wif em ya..i enjoyed de feelin of him holding me n we all skate together ya..heehe..SO ROMANTIC!! i luv it man..heehee..den we were watchin so s'pore representives skating ya..so envy wor..they were like flyin on de ice wor..wha~ den we went to hav dinner at kfc ya..hav so much fun today n ting, sorry ya..nvr take good care of u n cos u to fall without us knowing..sorry ya..luv u so much!!!

1/6, wed
today me gonna make cookie so tat my hubby can bring in de camp ya..bain eat bian xiang wo..heehee..so mushy wor..haha..went to NTUC in de morning ya..bought so much stuffs back..hubby came at 1 plus n he bought us de yummy chix rice all de way frm khatib ya..heehee..so loving ya..muacks~~den he oso brought along his dvd set for my precious sis to watch ya..he was like dote on her so much ya..(aiyo..hubby cannot dote too much or else u gonna spoil her ya....) den me started de baking but dunno why..come out de cookie all flat de but luckily my hubby dun mind n he say something tat touched my heart ya..he said, "nvr mind dear... as long u bake de, i'll finish it de..it;s yummy!!'' me heard le felt like cryin sia...arghh!!! den hunny was so tired n fall asleep in my hse..n slept for 2 hrs plus til me wake him up for dinner tat i rpepared..it was burger n fried dory fillets ya..heehee..(luckily dad bought back some dory fish fillets for hubby or else he will be bored eating de burger onli ya...) after tat we watch tv n play IQ qns wif hubby n sis ya..hubby was so dumb in guessing ya..so funny..den we played diney wif de poker card ya..heehee..we were laughin was loud til can hear frm next door ya..heehee..n hubby went back at 11 plus....i luv him so much...dun wan him to go army ya!!!a rghh!!!! i am treasuring all de time i hav now wif him ya..wanna spend all de time i hav left wif him...haiz~