aching heart..

my heart hurts..hurts n ache so much..had a huge argument wif baby..recently we hav arguement more often den anything,i dunno ya..2 yr ann is coming n all tis shits jus happen..i hate arguement cos it always make me cry like mad..

holiday part 2 (kbox...n teacher's day..)

happy teacher's day to all teachers ard me !!!!

met up wif eileen n si hui early in e morn to go back to our pri sch to see our form teacher,really long time no see each other n i miss e olden days so much..miss all e friends,teachers n all e fun we hav shared b4.. we went back early n due to e stupid rule tat e sch security guard hav set..we can onli go into e sch compound after 2pm n we were already there at 10 plus..luckily we were smart..we called our form teacher out n chat a bit den we went off..at least we did talk to him n dun need to waste our time til 2pm..

tat is my pri sch best friend ,til now she still is...eileen..


30/8/06 klunch at marina sq..

we were supposed to meet at 10.30 at city hall control station n jus as we expected..everyone was late n onli wina,su tina n i were on time..n nwe can't join in e fun at e last min due to some ******* brat..

den we went off to mq n were suprised to find out tat mq 's kbox onli open at 12pm but we still get to sing 3 hrs til 3 pm..so for e time being we went ard window shopppin while waitin for es n mag..tat angie n su tian ya insist on gettin to 2 separate rms to sing n es,jean,wina n mag wanna get a big rm to contain e 7 of us..they dun wanna be divded into 2 grps..while i was sitting on e fence..but when we were separated into 2 small rms,i felt kinda weird so i went out to ask for a change n guess wat?? they gave us a super big rm wif big sofas, 2 tv n a whole lot of spacious space plus a lots of cushions....whooo... n lunch came on time giving us e strength to sing,,wha...lunch was alright n taste like hospital food cos it's bland..

e 6 of us while wina was e photographer...


lunch: roasted chix.. taste:alright..


my gang..and guess where am i?? i'm e photographer..

mag was force to sing n after singin angie n mag got so bored n they fall aslp on e comfortable sofa wif e cushions in their arms..sweet dreams..ZZzzz ZZ...

a candid pic but why are es n wina posing for e pic??? haha..

jean jean n me..n both of us hav long chin..wha..we r singapore version of "chen wei ming"..haha..

tat's mag n me..we wore braces..haha..braces couples..

another braces couples..tat's wina n me wearing de same blouse..e blouse was nice but e cutting doesn't really suit me..wear le like chest area so tight..got a bigger size one wear le oso tight..tight til mus unbutton to chest area den comfortable so we ended up didin't buy tat blouse..stupid cutting..ahah..i look like cow girl ya..haha..

after kbox, es and jean gradually left n sutian,me,mag,angie n wina were left..we went to Carl's jr to eat a bit n den mag left so e rest of us went ard to shop shop n we were so luckily to met farhana n her bf..they were like jus standin next to us but we didn't noticed..nwe oso came to meet us for awhile wif tat brat..hate him so much..after tat we went to lots of shop n i really luv e sun glasses but they are so ex..i luv e sun glasses frm dior n guess..so sad..ahah...but i finally bought a blouse frm ZARA..den we went to suntec walk walk den left wina n me to shop for baby's friend birthday present den i went off first to meet baby for dinner...muacks~

my holidays..part 1

holidays are so tiring to me ya,more tiring den sch days..yesterday went down to downtown east cos i need to scout on wat to buy for baby..heard frm es n su tian tat downtown hav tat majong shop..so went down alone n look ard ya..still thinkin of wat to buy, den jus now went to tiong bahru to develop de pics tat i took during baby's n my birthday so tat i can put it into our personalised photo albums..e albums contain tons n tons of pics tat we took frm e startin of our relationship til now de memories..n if yr all are curious how e album look like or wanna take a look at e album..CAN !!!!! but u all gotta wait til my wedding day when i put it on e reception table outside my wedding hall..haha..i'm so lame..jus wait..haha..whoo..tml gonna meet up wif my poly friends for some singin whooo...miss em..n i gonna plans lots of romantic stuffs for my baby on e 17th n 23rd of sept..it's our 2yrs ann celebration..oh my god..i've been wif baby to coming 2yrs..it's so unbelivable..ah!!!!

thinkin of my 2yr ann present..

oh god,i'm so confused ya..someone out there pls give me some professional help..baby n i de 2yr ann is coming n he's goin to get me a present..he wanna buy a Mp4 or MP3 for me,but i jus dunno wat shld i get..how many GB shld i get?? baby prefer 2GB de but e screen is a bit small..or jus a MP3 cum thumb drive is enough le?? i dunno ya..jus scared if i start work le,won't use dao thumb drive n worried tat i'll lose tat cos i'm always so careless..i wouldn't wan to lose anything tat is frm baby..hai..confusing ya...

holiday start le,it's kind of bored ya..i jus wanna go for shoppin n more shopping..luv de corset like tube..so sexy lookin n nice..whoo..haha..i'm still thinkin if i shld buy ya..hope wed come quick den can meet up wif my classmates fast n go for Kbox again..miss ya..

i'm marge!!!

I'm Marge Simpson

You're a devoted family member who loves unconditionally. Sometimes, though, you dream about living a wild secret life! You will be remembered for: your good cooking and evading the police Your life philosophy: "You should listen to your heart, and not the voices in your head."

happy 23rd mth ann!!!!

~*HaPpY 23Rd mTh aNn My dEaR*~

yippy!!!! today was our 23rd mth ann..it's like so fast ya..haha..hopefully we'll maintained our relationship n nvr let it turn sour/bored..

yesterday nite i made some egg mayo sandwiches for tml picnic n baby came to slp over at my place.

e next day,we set off at ard 11 plus n reach sentosa at 12 plus..we went to shangri-la rasa sentosa to visit some old workin friends 1st b4 sun tanning..baby n i really miss e olden days when we went work,eat n knock off together..e feeling was jus great,we drank a bit at pool bar b4 we start on our sun tanning session at e siloso beach,e sun was so glaring n was so bloody strong making my back hurts so much while lyin on e sands n baby almost got a sun burn ya..den we went over to trapizza to visit some more old friends..tok awhile b4 both of us went to hav a bath..it was so nice to hav a bath after sun tanning,den we took e bus out n headed down to somerset for our dinner n show..we went to ZARA n MANGO to look for some clothes but nothin caught my eyes..den we went billy bombers to eat n hav some mini celebrations,i simply luv e oldies luv songs tat e restaurant always play over e air.. it was like so romantic ya..after dinner baby went arcade for awhile b4 we went for our show..we watched "snakes on a plane" though de show title sounds kinda lame..but it turn out to be so exctiting n realistic..both of us luv it lots n we were startled by some scenes..e show was NC 16 n do yr know wat?? de staff even check my IC b4 lettin me in..am i tat young lookin?? i dun think so lor..haha..if es go for tat show,will they check her IC oso??? haha...definitely a YES!!! haha...mus go catch de show k..v interesting n so thrilling to watch..

baby at outram station waiting for our train..kinda bored..

TADA..reach sentosa le !!! toking to sentosa:"long time no see ya" ..

baby busily sun tanning...

2 words... US..

on e way out of e sentosa island..

?? wat's baby's lookin at?

i luv gd hair days...

us at de neo prints shop...

we were starving n our food haven come yet...*stomach growling*

happy 23rd mth ann.....

Ps: Baby,happy 23rd mth to u..tks god we've e time to celebrate our ann on e actual day..esp we still get to go sentosa for some enjoyment..wha,in 1 mth's time..we gonna celebrate our 2 yrs together..e second milestone of our life..n in 10mth's time yr freedom will be redeem k..i'll wait for u de..tks for being there for me whenever i needed u de most..so cute ya u!!! i luv u lots lots~ muacks!!!

baby at ah ma hse..

went ah ma hse wif baby yesterday n he lost $117..while dad won $169...but baby's still happy!!! i think he's crazy but he seems to enjoy xin hui's company n spendin time at ah ma hse ya..she's so cute n baby luv to play wif her..n we took e dvds tat we ordered frm uncle richard which he ordered frm malaysia..$4 per pc n is exchangeable ,so cheap!!! i gonna watch e americian haunting n e break up...horray!! save $$ is gd!!! might go sentosa wif baby on wed to visit our friends at rasa sentosa n shun bian go sun tanning again... we luv to be tanned tanned...

a new look..

wha,this is my master piece..make use of my free time n i finally change my blogskin after much thoughts..at least e current blog is nicer n neater..give me yr comments k..no copying k...onli copycats copies...lol..luv ya..

kbox & mum's birthday celebration at de club

K Box 11/08

went kbox wif sutian,angie,es n nwe..can say quite cheap la,sang for 3 hrs wif de lunch provided n it was so fun ya..but too bad nwe joined us so late n she jus ate n didn't sing at all..it was fun hearing angie n sutian sing ya..they are those type who prefers older songs n those hokkien songs..hav a fun time laughin ya...

our "bo ba" angie n su tian singin...

es n me...1 so tanned n 1 so whiteish looking...

e small n retro light bulbs in our rm...

our klunch..fried salmon wif laksa sauce,some jelly fish salad n fruit salad..i made a big joke ya..did yr see e big patch of blackie stuff?? i thought it was soya sauce,den i say "wha so much soya sauce for wat?" actually it was grass jelly...lol..

e five of us~

Mum's 54th birthday celebration at baby's club..12/08

baby brought sis,mum n me to e club to enjoy ya..we went to sun tanned again n while baby went to tanned some more,e 3 of us went to de jacuzzi for massage..so relaxin..i felt like a tai tai..den i brought mum to de bowling alley n arcade to walk walk while baby went to play billard ya..den we went to hav dinner at "the Palms"...waited so long for e food n e 4 of us were so hungry..once de food came,we ate amazing fast n den baby order a eggless mango cake for mum n a eggless choco truffle for himself den we headed to marina square for de fireworks..went shopping for awhile b4 waiting for e fireworks to start..it was so nice ya..mum luv fireworks so much..luckily we bought her along..e fireworks was indeed nice but wat happen after tat was horrible..eveyone was rushin off to de MRT n bus stop til e traffic was so bad ya..we were practically trapped at e bus stop til baby lead de 3 woman up de back door of de bus..haha..we took a bus without payin..took til dhoby ghaut den take train home using NEL to aovid de jam at city hall..mum was full of praise of baby ya for taking us out of de traffic..haha....den baby went to meet his friends for some drink den came over to my place n take some stuffs den went hm...tks baby for brining us to e club..it was so fun....

sis n mum at e changin rm...

mum wif her eggless mango cake..

baby n me....

mum simply luv koi fishes n wanna posed for some pics..haha...

her fishes.....

baby's fav car..

e fireworks..too far away le...hai...

happy national day,advance happy birthday mum..

Happy post national day everyone..everyday is a busy day for me,yesterday de national day holiday i simply spend my whole day wif my family..early e morn 10 plus,i went sheng song n bought lots of grocceries hm n saw jian yang on e way ya..den baby came by at 12 plus and our steamboat feast start..yesterday was to celebrate mum's birthday in advance den on sat,baby will den bring mum to his club to celebrate there..we eat n eat..eat til so full n den we rest awhile b4 goin queensway to buy PS2 game n den we went over to tiong bahru to meet sis cos we gonna choose a birthday cake for mum..in e end we bought mango mousse cake frm bread talk..lucky mum like it n it's not tat sweet..den we ate steamboat for dinner agin den baby went hm..

today was our Hs3033 de post op presentation,my entire grp was so worried tat mdm foo won't like our presentation cos she always hav high expectations say too brief,out of point all tis..luckily,my grp done well..she was full of praise n still wanna to keep a copy of our presentation for future references..i was so elated..so so happy..our efforts hav finally paid off..esp to zahidah n farhana..both of em plus me spend hrs on de slides thinkin wat is necessary n wat is not..spendin so many sleepless nite on tat..finally all paid off..gd job everyone..we shall cont to work hard k..

the neon neon de national flag outside my hse...

mum's de mango mousse cake...

let's make a wish..i wanna wish her de best of health..not forgetting..i luv u mum...

see,she smile til so cute right..i luv her to e tiny bits...

me,mum n baby....

me,mum n sis...

the sun after e rain...

the sun after e rain
baby n i've already talked things out..everything is fine now..baby,u mus uphold yr promises k..i'm lookin forward to meetin him on fri nite..whooo...luckily we didn't resolve our problems by breakin up..everything's fine now..n i'm so thankful for tat..i luv u baby...

ICA plus de clinical assessment..

1 ICA done n luckily i passed my clinical assesment,phew~ lucky es n wina oso passed ya..had a big argue wif baby on mon nite,argue over e phone for an hr plus til 1am..cry til my eyes turn so swollen til e next day can't wear contact lenses..whenever he called back,e minute i hear his voice,tears will jus kept start rollin..i'm still thinkin if we are still suited for each other..i need time to think thru..hope u can uphold yr promises n change yr bad habits..it's not tat i dun luv u ya..i still luv u alot..but i still need time to think thru..

birthday celebration part 3 wif my sec sch friends

29/7/06

baby n me met up wif suling,wei jie,raymind,shi liang,wailin,si hui and si hua to celebrate my birthday..we went to marina sq de seoul garden to hav dinner,dinner wif em was so fun n i recalled so much of de funny stuffs we used to shared during of red cross days..really missed de days where we stay back til the late sat eveing jus to improve e management of RCY..whenever we hav dinner at seoul garden,someone will sure to be play wif..while suling was drinkin her lemonade,she was shocked to find a raw prawns indise n while raymond was drinkin his mango juice,he sucked up de tong fen tat we put inside..haha..i even put tom yam soup into shi liang n ray's cup..haha..funny thing is they dun even taste e diff..after tat we went to e top of esplanade n sat on e floor playin de murderer game thingy,it was so much fun n in e end we left ard 11 plus after de security guard chase all ppl out..suling gave me a handbag wif a bouquet of my fav blue roses.. while wei jie n e rest gave me a small emicake n a verre aka liu li necklace..tks everyone..
i'm giving credits to ppl who celebrate my birthday tis yr...

suling gave de roses..lovely right??

e 2nd bouquet i hav received on my birthday..

verre,liu li necklace frm wei jie n others..

e small brownish bag frm suling..

e pinkish jewllery box which hav a ballerina dancing inside wif de music...it's frm aunt christina..

e cakes frm sis,she oso bought me some make ups..tks baby..

de bag frm es,lynn,wina n jean..tks sisters..

e everlast jacket frm baby...

bebe blouse frm nwe,mag,dina,angie,su tian,ahmad,shafiq..tks..i didn't expect u all to give me tis..tks u so much!!!!

e bouquet frm my baby...

our photo...

e cake frm baby's mum...

i oso wanna tks aunt angie,dad,aunt ade,mum,aunt jen for all e presents n ang baos..tks...tks u all for makin my 19th birthday a memorable one...muacks!!!